terça-feira, 21 de maio de 2013

thoughts......

thoughts......

you try to fault me again, and i cannot down on your disgrace or jealousy acts.
i´m human and stand up ever after ever.
am i sellfish?
not
do you think i am?
yes.
so what!!
you try to quiet my mouth, but i´m scream out loud!!
no one can stop me.
the impulse to my dreams. i don´t need to have a reason, i just need my boy loving me so much, and this is my inspiration.
for him, i do everything.
go anywhere, with my lover boy.

i told to someone, if you whatch to much the same program, you begun to do some acts influenced by the fiction,
change yourself to became someone better,
who´s the one than never do something like that?
if watch a religious movie, after that, put your self on your knees and starts to pray.
if watch an scary movie, be afraid to go outside in the dark, and never look down to your bed.
an suspense movie watched, begun to be afraid of your next door neighbor.
and watch all the inspired movies about how to make money, became a billionaire, and change your life style , you do it !! ha-HÀ!!
and romantic movies make you love again, more and more your boyfriend, and do the follies love to him

i´m living,
sometimes i´m angry with work stuff, or people who´s try to beat me down, so ... i have my biggest and precious treasure, my man, and no one will take it from me.
I am the richest man in the world to have him with me.

byye. see you next time.
kaz

domingo, 19 de maio de 2013


How to make a great day ...

with great expectations

put your thoughs inside the hurricane 
The sun is coming, vannishing from the sky the shinning stars and the moon. 
 the sun is stronger than everything
lion wake
moving every muscle
all the hair
and walk , walk, ... and start to run. 
running free, thats a dream i have yesterday 

knowing another places, explore the new

 we are hunger for adevnture, and try another work, another life, home anything new. 

segunda-feira, 6 de maio de 2013

allways running against the time - i made a wedding all by myself. \o/


The time is coming, i´m almost read to quit my job, and make my next step foward.
Right now when i´am working like an R.P. in those  events.
My last one, is an example about these kind of work.
I made that wedding happen! 
Someday i can work like a priest!! J
I starts to prepare everything in that hall,
All the tables, dishes, fork, knife, ever spoon, all of these passing through my hands, and the sousplat, silver jarrs, flowers, candies, ...
In the cerimonial, i made everything happen,
The time to start  chiers, grattings, speach, start the dinner.
Openned with the principal table, i serve the cake, i cut the first piece,
All the champagne i serve to the invited people.
After, open the dance floor,
I was a barman in an american bar nearst from the dance floor
The bride became crazy with all amazing musics,
Pop rock, eletro music,...
It ws amazing,
The best wedding i ever saw till now.

It was May – four – two thousand thirteen.

I´m the night maitrê;
The cerimonial,
Barman
Waiter
And everything more what the bride needed.
The conferent after the party, counting the bottles and all the drinks they just drunk all night long.

I am read to make anything else out side here.
I can go now, and leave my place to another one learn to work in a great nights like that.
 and look for another challenges for me.

Kisses and hugs.
My way just begun.

:***
KAZ

Rainbow waterfall in my brain!


More one day, and we are so happy, we walk through the right way, good ideas, good numbers, ...$$ J
This is called objective, when you have it, your life became better!
And when you open up your mind to anything new, you can do anything:
  • become a dj;
  • become a parties R.P.
  • become decorator
  • become a motor profissional
  • a hairdresser
  • or any simple worker wherever needed

and my biggest dream, i want to realized, when take my HARLEY, with my husband take his arms around my back, and we go to anywhere. Travel by cities, take a lot of pictures from wonderfull places, and enjoy a lot our life together, and a lot of time to waste; drink an artesanal scotch whisky from the bottle!

My wish list is giant, and i want to complete all my wishes...

Don´t wanna be famous, but i  want to finish my book,
Just to make myself complete, write my history, and published.
Sometimes i think when i´m writing about me, of course there is some mensions about my family and personal things, secrets revealled, problems, mistakes, sometimes they´ll not want to heard about it, been questionned about it, they try to forget the past, but to me, my past torture me a lot, and i must talk about secrets and looking for the thrueth:

who´s my mother? 
Who´s my father? 
How many brothers and sisters do i have ?

When i finally discovered everything...     you must read my book!

I ´m grow up!
Learn,
Speach,
Fight,
For my future, for my life, my history,
Fight for love

Rainbow waterfall in my brain!