terça-feira, 15 de dezembro de 2020

 year 2020.


I have being diagnosed with schizophrenia and psychosis.

 writing my experiences about Alien encounters , and meetings with Angels and Demons. 

KAZ

cas.kaz@gmail.com 

terça-feira, 25 de agosto de 2015

back to poetry august 2015

your bloodline my denyes you. noone rather ourselves that could . in between varipus storms and saints. face the chaos and deny the aints. holly blessed souls likelly not believers. worthship my company retrievers. tought the difference of good deeds and baf unfruitable seeds. we try do not follow the mistaken steps . walked by our ancestors rests. they put you on trial. feel guilt for a awhile. blamed cruscified burned but not burried this time. rising up walking in freedon off of non commited crime. you learn to walk over the karma and brake the chains. phoenix blazes the power of fire inside your veins. no way to evanescent of. a passionate fire that never makes us old. the healing fire of love. consumming innerselfs into gold. Alex Kelleher.

quarta-feira, 29 de julho de 2015

married and proud. nearly one year has passed since my last post. here I am back again. with more story tales to tell. more music to share and amazing moments in life. look forward to Lana Del Rey new album Honeymoon. IAMX new album . and loads of things happening. more movies and games. cheers to the life time . enterteinments and words thats will be written that makes us immortal in scrap book pages that has being written down frenettically and compulsory with my Ruby drink and red cigarrets . thumbs one thousand times to Florence and the Machine with the album that I was so in need: How Big How Blue How Beautifull. my inspiration to my writting. Mother Nature cames with all her strenght .

segunda-feira, 19 de maio de 2014

MUSIC: what did you had dreamy about, lately?

MUSIC: what did you had dreamy about, lately?:   After amazing time enjoyed in Floripa-Brazil, with sun over your head at 40 degrees hot, I came here to Dublin-Ireland, a cold and wet pla...

lazarus - one year ago

make a decision about our special dinner , you need to decide our principal menu from a wonder night, in july :)
and we´ll invite my brothers ,
i want a glamour night,
with wine, champagne, shrimps, and something more, like special decoration
good music like my play list selection bossa nova style.
...
i prepare my speach for these night.
it will be in home :)
....
and another party will be in my birthday, its can be great!! you help me again? yeh!!
i can rent another place to make that.

and finally, the last will in another city, with another parents.

six months later.

a feast for the crows, ....
and rise from the ashes, .....

two new chapters that should be written in the future.
explain what I have been through, and my plans from now to the future.






kaz

Placebo — English Summer Rain, Soulmates Never Die, Paris (+playlist)

quarta-feira, 16 de abril de 2014

pesadelos

entao, vou descrever melhor, apos o jantar, deitei e desmaiei, normalmente nao faco isso. nao lembro como comecou o sonho,  mas da metade em diante, "estou em um lugar quente, quente, uma casa antiga, ou barracao. comeco a olhar ao redor e vejo minha familia, deformados, como em um circo de horrores, minha irma coma face deformada, meu irmao fazendo contorcionismo no chao, como um homem-cobra, eu quero conversar com eles, mas nao consigo, nao sai a voz, eu comeco a ficar deseperado, eu preciso beber algo, mas nao tem agua, eu estou com tanta sede, tanta sede que chega a me faltar ar, quando vou sair da ,barraca, pode-se  dizer    ; eu acordo.

detalhe, acordei as 3 da madrugada em ponto, lua cheia, .  tomei muita agua,  fui pra janela e vi a lua cheia,   postei imediatamente  no twiter, esse , que e um dos meus piores sonhos que ja tive.

e quaresma, sou catolico, estou bem longe de meus familiares no momento.  


Agradeco desde ja  a colaboracao de todos.

Ps, fiz pesquisa, cada fator tem um significado especifico, chega a ter contradicao,   preciso d ajuda para juntar todas as informacoes nesse mesmo sonho com coerencia.  

e um sonho que ta me perseguindo, mais de duas vezes.    

com a familia estao todos bem...

Avicii - Addicted To You

Best Of Lana Del Rey (+ Remixes)- Audio + Video Megamix (2012)

domingo, 23 de fevereiro de 2014

all favorite  50 videos.                  o/

Dissertation . FILE 1, Water, bottled water VS tap water.

February/24/2014.
Carlos Alexandre dos Santos


PORTABLE WATER.

 Water is essential to life, your body needs to be hydrated such as you need the air to breathe.
This is how everything goes since the beginning of the time; A time when the caveman had to change the home-place after had made an exploration looking for water, and move on to live near to a river. Otherwise the animals are still the same behavior, always immigrating to a places with natural water.
 Nowadays, people do not need to move their home next to a river where water is safe to drink, now we have options to bring water inside our home wherever we live, we can use pipes, tubes, water trucks to fill up our water box, and bottled water.  
 And in home we can drink tap water and bottled water, both have advantages and disadvantages.
 About tap water, we have some environment problems, with pollution in rivers, sewers contamination, and even with all water treatments, filtrated, boiled, its not hundred per cent security to drink. But also, is the cheapest, fast and easy to drink tap water.
 Bottled water a fashion way to drink tap water, basically its came from the same place, passing by all the water treatments in factories, and plus with some flavors, colors, and a  fancy plastic bottle. The taste is good, and when you go to do exercises, run your morning track, you take a water bottle or when you go to the gym, you take a bottled water. Depending the places you use to go, people could blame you if go without bottled in your hands, it is associated with your healthily life`s care.
 Now you cannot live without fresh air to breathe, mineral bottled water to drink, and internet.


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